Wednesday, 22 February 2012

I'm not sick, just a bit unwell

I'm not sick, just a bit unwell is a non-fiction book written by Yvonne Fong, a Malaysian. I read this book 5  years ago but I still remember every details of it. This is a book about how Yvonne Fong herself has been struggling in her entire life fighting against her illness.Her dream is to obtain a degree. However, her eyesight is almost near to blindness because of her health condition. But, her determination did not prevent her from reaching her ambition.
This book suddenly came across my mind when I had severe sore throat and slight fever in the past 2 days. Even a sip of water took me a few seconds to gulp. And, I feel very envy to those who are having the pinkest health right now, those who can enjoy good food. I always complain every second about how fat I am though many said I'm fit. I realised those 'fats' are blessings. :p And all of the sudden, I was thinking of those who are suffering from throat cancer or any kind of cancers that torture them every moment. I was thinking when was their last good night sleep. Cuz' I couldn't sleep well although having only slight fever that caused me body ache all over. I wonder if they are jealous everyday to those with great health.

I almost lost the remembrance of the word  'GRATEFUL'

I have been complaining so much about every single minor things of myself like not having a good brain. lol. and of course, my body. I do feel annoying about myself. I got to stop before worst things happen.


not really amazing photographs but I love the concept of them :)

I took all these pictures in Ipoh train station, also known as Majestic Hotel many years ago. A very nice historical place.

Saturday, 18 February 2012


I'm getting tired of challenging myself.
I gotta admit I'm weak.
I'm not capable like a superwoman.
Fear conquered.
Teardrops splattered deep down in silence.
My body feels like drowning in the alcohol with egoistic.
I got to STOP.
Stop tormenting myself.
Whispering to myself a million times to have a break
Days passed so long
Not a second or a moment I listen 
Fighting my own corner with stupidity
 So much force battling and fighting in my body.
Anyway, life goes on.

Well, not everyday rains.
My Valentines have been a great one throughout the years.

Valentine's Day 2012

The rose speaks of love silently, in a language known only to the heart ♥


My semester break was so so so great. How can I not reluctant to go back campus?
- it is almost end of my semester break. very reluctant to head back to my campus like usual. life isn't good there. food is bad. hostel is creepy. toilet?arghh.. no-value-antique. everything seems all wrong when I'm back there.

Thursday, 9 February 2012


I was browsing through some samples of pictures taken with camera phone. And, of course, I am still far from those. One of the tips of taking pictures with camera phone is to keep the 'mistakes'. Those pictures that consider as trash shall be kept and make them alive with a lil' editing. Those trash can look surprisingly amazing. I always keep those 'mistakes'. So, I give it a try.

This is the result though not the best :)

I personally don't drink liquor, even caffeine. Ice-cream? Everyday.

with love, theunheardwhisper

this also was a trash picture . lol

Tuesday, 7 February 2012

Hate and Love

Hate and Love
Night and Light
Sunshine and Rain
Soil and Sky
Strength and Weakness 
Success and Failure
They both make a beautiful thing 

love felt when hatred beforehand
day is brighter when night failed you
wet in the rain, that is when you need the blazing sun
sky is amazingly beautiful only when you look up from the ground
you feel success because you failed
weakness becomes strength if you try and never give up
Both are significant

Monday, 6 February 2012


kingdom awaits me

Josephine's wine glass

-Absolute freedom nil-





by Chee Su Yin :)
Pictures taken with Samsung Nexus S mobile phone


p/s: Today is the last day of cny. Time flies too fast.

Wednesday, 1 February 2012

Not a Dream, but Reality!

Hoping that it was only a nightmare once awake.
But, the ground is still.
The air is real. 
The sun is hot.
Standing on the floor and it is more than a reality.

It is still the same.

 People have been wondering the background of my blog. I forgot to post it.
Here you go. It is not a moon.

I took this randomly in an almost-demolish restaurant near my campus. It was a round florescent light bulb.

p/s: shamely, i do not have photoshop in my pc. -.-"
all my pictures in my blog were taken solely dependent on my mobile phone.
they were mostly edited using some applications from my phone and picasa 3 in my pc.
so,some photographs are not satisfying enough.  
i still enjoy photography :) - at last a smile in the pc.


I know it is not the end of the world.
I know it is not the worst incident in life.
However, the self-disappointment is almost akin to the crashed earth. 
I know nothing could help.
I know tears will not heal the broken heart.
I could only learn from the regret and mistakes. 
-if I remember them-
what are words if they are only said at bad times?

the word 'fail' keep whispering to my ears