Fear

I'm getting tired of challenging myself.

I gotta admit I'm weak.

I'm not capable like a superwoman.

Fear conquered.

Teardrops splattered deep down in silence.

My body feels like drowning in the alcohol with egoistic.

I got to STOP.
Stop tormenting myself.

Whispering to myself a million times to have a break

Days passed so long

Not a second or a moment I listen 

Fighting my own corner with stupidity

 So much force battling and fighting in my body.

..........................................

Anyway, life goes on.


Well, not everyday rains.

My Valentines have been a great one throughout the years.

Valentine's Day 2012

The rose speaks of love silently, in a language known only to the heart ♥

MY VALENTINES 2012

My semester break was so so so great. How can I not reluctant to go back campus?
- it is almost end of my semester break. very reluctant to head back to my campus like usual. life isn't good there. food is bad. hostel is creepy. toilet?arghh.. no-value-antique. everything seems all wrong when I'm back there.