The Final

To people that have been reading my blog posts, I would like to bit goodbye.
This final post marks my very end and last writing here in my blog.

I really truly appreciate to those who had been willing to open a tab to view my blog, to see my thoughts and of course, to feel my art photography.

I started writing my blog a year ago around Chinese New Year and also would like to end at the same time a year after.

I wanted to see my development in myself when I started writing, not only my interest in photography but mainly to improve my expression towards everything to everyone.

However, I realized that I am who I am.

Showing words to the whole world wasn't me.
All that I cared most were my thoughts to my loved ones.

I couldn't help it that I love speaking to my heart since ever and

my actions will never lie.

I'm going to miss writing but I must understand that human can never fight their very own nature.

Anyway, I will be posting my photography in my facebook page :)

Farewell.

:')

My last picture

-absolute unedited-

A New World

Love,

theforeverunheardwhisper

♥

it's really difficult to end something that had been embedded for a very long time. But sometimes, I need to let go to welcome a better new world that I had missed. There is no beginning without an end and vice versa.

I wish to be 'you'

I wished to be like you

Have you ever knew?

I wished to speak ...like you.

I wished to tear ... like you.

I wished to dance ... like you.

I wished to be an out-going person...like you.

I wished to have my utmost faith in God ... like you.

I wished.

But, I could not be like you.

Our street of life was different and still, our path has never changed.

We are who we are.

We are limited edition in our very own way.

Never right for us to judge

before having an absolute understanding

for the reasons of every each our behaviours

for who are we today. 

Enjoy my night photography :)

The Night of Many Years

Light up

I love 'me'

Good night, everyone

♥

 theunheardwhisper

The street of life

I do not deny the grieves that I have

So many regrets from my past

I must say I am very ashamed almost all of them

til now.

Too many mistakes that I could avoid

yet, my self-control failed me.

How could I repay every each of the grieves I put myself into?
How could I apologise?

I know I am not perfect

I know nobody is

I clearly understand everyone makes mistakes that we would regret

But, I do not take the sayings above as an excuse

It's taking an advantage of myself being out of control

It is never right.

How could I repair?

Maybe I couldn't

For the grieves are my reminders.

My Lessons. 

Enjoy my street photography 
 :)

The Street of Life

It's too late to say too late

"the most griefful part in life when things turn too late to even say too late"

Be Still

Tranquility

Shut the memories

Surrender

I may have all the unwanted grieves but I'm glad to realize the mistakes. Some people they burst around like being diagnosed with mad-cow disease. That's have to be cured.


It's been awhile since I last blogged. Days have been hectic but I will try to blog at least once a month.

♥
theunheardwhisper

 

We all have history

We all have history

We fall

We rise

Some die.

I had my glorious days

I had my unsung days

But nothing last a trillion years

They will be forgotten

and become history

no matter how many sunrise fore we see.

Never know when we could fall 

 as deep and narrow as the ravine of Owens Valley

 

Well, life is like a roller coaster.

One thing I assured

I am a survivor

even in the dimmest light

or maybe in a blinded-sight.

:)

Moon cake festival 2012

Goodbye Summer

6 a.m

I am the corner of a crowd

Just a towel

The Twilight

I guess I'm kind of empty today as it can be seen in my pictures taken this early morning.
Somehow, my mood transferred in my photographs.

♥

Self-taught photography

Because I am all new, I need to practice using my dslr, capturing everything everywhere :)

"Mind to have some onions?" :p

Mom's Orchids

The Rugby Bear

The pictures are very very basic.hmm.. Gotta practice more.

More pictures soon :)

The Newbie

My first few pictures taken with my new DSLR. 

 They were taken randomly with very basic lighting effects.

I have so much to learn still. So, the photographs aren't really satisfying.

But, I would love to upload them to see my progress in the future :)

Enjoy :)

The Tunnel

The Bokeh

The Bridge

Our corner on earth

Camera: Canon EOS 650D

Love, Chee Su Yin

My last name, 音 (yīn)

Sound from the heart

People are billions in this earth.

Could you listen to my heart beats whispering?

How many intentions are spilled for peace?

Releasing the sound from the heart is like capturing a gust of wind to be seen.

Sound from the heart is indeed a special element.

Chinese language is a very unique pictorial language.

My last name, 音 means sound. By adding 心 (xin) which mean heart at the bottom, it becomes 意 (yi) means intention. Doesn't the 心 look like a jumping heart? What is intention without the sound from the heart?

 Isn't it amazing?

 I learnt this from a book entitled 'Chinese Cinderella' by Adeline Yen Mah. 

It's a non-finction novel.

This book made me teared in 3 parts. ergh. darnit. 

nobody will believe that I teared :p

Enjoy my photographs!

Fear

Bee-attack but nothing stops me from standing still

The Unwanted

I was being scribbled, stabbed, chased, critised, and unwanted but I am still here, feeling unbeatable by anyone

Heart drops

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 Being 'unique' derives from the purest heart.

Childhood

Unique

Self-esteem

Love, chee su yin

The Unleash

The moments of treasure

I have millions

The single moment the most beautiful leaf passed by me

The shortest moment a decent stranger gave me a quick glimpse

The briefest moment I stepped on the softest spot of sand

The moment I had my time of my life spending with you without knowing your name

The moments are once in life and never come back

They are just like the pictures I took

I may take the same pictures with exact similar pose

but neither the swirls nor clouds are going to stay the same for the second time

They are once in a lifetime.

I call them the unleashed moments of treasure

such detail moments passing by us everyday without realising

Enjoy my photographs :)

The Swirls

the above picture is unedited. i just love the lighting

The Unleashed Solar

My first day of internship is tomorrow :(

I'll rise..

Burn me into ashes, I will still rise

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

-kelly clarkson

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Days have been tough

almost break my finger tip into half

The squeamish warm blood and the pain

omg

 My unawareness cannot be cured, I know

lol

Anyway, I still live like a superwoman

Reminder! Reminder!

Hopefully I will be EXTRA careful next time.

Power, wealth, control and stupidity

When human have power and wealth, they change.
They forget.
They lost remembrance of their journey.
They dig very deep into the world
to push away people into hell.
not wanting anyone to be like them
giving the weak ones multiples of hardship.
They concern so much about the whole world
They want to take CONTROL.
Again, they forget the minor things in life that matters so much to the weak civilian
 the people that are climbing up the ladder with sweat and blood
They forget that they used to be the weakest.


I'm afraid that I might turn up one like them.
I never want to be like them, not even want to be near to the monstrous
I do not want to control over things that would leave people drowning.
I want to remember my journey.
Now that I could see crystal clear of the people with power, control and wealth
because I am thousands miles under the seabed.
I give them my greatest sympathy.
they have lost their humble, resulting so much hatred but not love.


0n the 10.10.10, I had a friend who told me that "my brother was almost dead in the accident but I still stay to fight for my competition. Where were your sense of responsibility?"
I was silent.
It was not a mere silence.
It did not lead to my agreement as well
I gave up explaining myself.
It was a mourn silence in the middle of an egoistic war of people with no wealth and power.
I feel grief sorrow that people could choose power and control over family.
What's in their mind?
What are responsibility, wealth, power, control and status when your loved ones are in a stain of blood?
Nothing but stupidity.


I blog.
As my reminder.

This is a picture with all words beyond the dictionaries could have.

The hardship that I had gone through.

Fear and the crush of heaven.

It was PAIN.

-this is not a picture of a student burning the midnight oil though I did burnt the midnight oil till 8.30am. A.M I was saying-

ps: I could understand the nature of the people with power, control and great wealth.

but those without all the above but only a lil' wealth and with a lil' luxurious life, where they are still being controlled, yet wanting to put people down, what do I categorised them?

Nothing. 

people like them should listen to the song 'breakaway by kelly clarkson'

It's too late to say too late

There are some things that we don't talk about.

Better rather than a word.

Things compile time to time,

giving a taste of toleration

just to obtain a lil' joy at that very short point of life.

Ashamed and proud of?

Just hold a smile with a fist

such fear and pressure you had

All worth for the one worth dying for

 But, when things are falling apart

when nothing can return with one piece of all bricks

when we don't really know why

it burst and burnt

it's too late to even say too late

you can never say a thing

not even a goodbye

but only to let it flow like ashes

May they fly to the sky of all freedom

just imagine you are the king of all kings

I will be your angel when all are crumbling

nothing beyond.

The Street Down the Memory Lane

Every picture has a story, every picture is my memory, that makes my life a beauty :) 

- chee su yin

"Down the memory lane"

"Childhood memory"

"The Street"

Near the beach- always

this picture looks like in Hawaii :p

"The Jagung Parut" - I guess it's only available in Terengganu. It's simply delicious.

One of the many reasons I love taking pictures, almost every corner of the world, is to keep my memory as fresh as today in the coming days. As time passes, they will fade. I want them to stay. Be it good or bad, they have made my life so beautiful. And, of course, indeed very interesting as well. I have been staying in a place of all strangers for 3 years. A place that I would not dream to capture any memories. Yet, when time is passing in great speed, sweet memories come along. They changed me.

Camera: my mobile phone. I named it HERO ♥

Since I do not own a DSLR, my pictures need a few layers of filters to give a satisfying effect. If I'm lucky, my pictures can remain unedited with only flash on :)

  

I hope you enjoy seeing them

♥

It was just like yesterday

I was sitting on a swing with you

We were talking like best friends

Your strong legs were supporting the swing, as mine were too short and weak

We were on a same table

I could see sparks in your eyes

I never fail to love your jokes

I was young with loads of stupidity, most gave me a complete ignorance

But, never you

Instead, you joined my wonderland

You had no idea how much it meant to me

I could feel your warm heart

your voice

 It was all like yesterday.

I know I could not go through the same anymore

But, you are always in my heart.

The value of the moments we had is indescribable

They are priceless

 My photographs here are specially dedicated for you

"You will be missed"

"A moment of thought of  you"

"For You"

R.I.P my third grand uncle

Life is so fragile

Yesterday, he was still standing next to you

having deep talks with you

holding your hands

feeling his warm body

Today, there is no more

but only memories.

Appreciate love ones everyday

we don't own "every" tomorrow in life.

Love, suyin

The beauty of mother earth

I love no club, I love no crowd, the simplicity of life is all I adore.

Enjoy :)

Patience

Ever wonder how lengthy does this tree has to grow this tall?

and so is my dream

but patience is all it takes

© Chee Su Yin Photography

Camera: Samsung Nexus S mobile phone